Not for a man, but on God. When you go down on your knees praying and trusting God for a certain thing, there is always that one time when you believe with all your heart that this time, am getting a YES. And you keep trusting for that YES until it gets to one month...still praying... still believing and still waiting... for the YES. Who wants to be told NO? Who wants to wait? Countless of times I have been told, and I have also told people to wait on God. He knows best. He knows the beginning from the end, and His timing is always right. Though I believe this 100%, trust me, it's easier said than done. Because waiting I have, but this time, I have had to wait for one year.. and am still waiting. Hoping(hope never disappoints-Romans 5:5) that my wait will come to and end. and my reward, the YES I have been longing to hear for one year now. I have no understanding in God's ways, and even if I tried to understand His ways, I wouldn't make it. But all I ask for, is patience and trust. Trust that God is in control. I have said a lot of times that I trust Him, but it gets to a point when I question my trust. If I trust Him 100% there would be no plan B's ( I have plan B's-Z all the time). That's the level I want to get with Him. When it's plan A or plan A. How I get to this level of trust with him, I don't know, I have no plan, but His grace is sufficient. For now, I will keep waiting on Him..and just wait. Till I get the YES.
